Anger is not to be focused on anything but the past because we make the future. To be angry about that which has not happened and is unwritten is stupid and limiting one’s self. Always see anger not as anything to beat one’s self with or for but as a call to make a change. THAT WAS bad, so do differently next. You are not bad, she or he or the dog or the monkey is not bad. Even if the monkey is cheeky and always on the damn table, speaking french to nobody in particular.
To fully engage in the now, which is always the only way to truly find real happiness and achieve, we must let the past be dead. It happened, it mattered, it contributed to the now but it is dead and gone. Letting go of that allows one to grab onto what is real and current.
Easy is it for a person to speak words and follow dance moves but to realize an idea by ripping their imagination from the whips of old currents and burst through the water’s surface and breath new air in a different world takes change. Which means loss, so let go or realize the answer is actually no. Bullshit is the key of salesmen as is the way of the past. Easy are we tricked into believing we have changed… but our ways are the same, we just nodded and spoke and wiggled at a different drug instead of putting it down and changing our stripes. It takes full cognition of our emotions and the present state outside of us to engage now. We must react and read all which surrounds us, not that which we predicted or agreed to or wanted. Not want but wanted!!! With a hand holding stern the mast we can go only one direction and the ocean doesn’t care about your plans. You are a few drops.
Vibrancy is a shell to express the birthing of sweet hope in the now. Not much else can bloom anywhere as sweet, taste as beautiful, sound as gorgeous, or burn the way a new sun does upon a dark universe that has never known light or wonder or being more than dirt lays as sweet placid dirt in outer space. Being in the now means letting go of regrets and mistakes of the past because we are not in the past. It means accepting limitations have gotten off the stop just one before or many before but surely have vacated the train. It means freedom, real fucking freedom! Not the bullshit kind America proclaims as it invades other countries or ironically placards incorrectly as something that,”isn’t free” but true infinity and fascinating freedom. Fall in love with it or you will never actually fall in love.
