I keep my stress in my right shoulder and it hurts so damn bad. Luckily and because Im a dreamer, my fantasies and standards are way too high. The world’s normal jobs, social interactions and acceptance of life flow won’t do. I have thought of too much bigger with a cloud in my face and the internet funding my research. So nothing can be good enough because the imagination with mystery literally can’t be beat. Even if the idea comes to fruition. So I overstress needlessly. Enough on me.
People who come to find themselves in jobs they hate and places they loathe have a similar feat keeping this in tact. Believing and allowing it to stay that way. The biggest way is by people saying the world is out to get them, in some sense. Do not be tricked by laziness and its many forms or benefactors. Waking up and staying in bed because the day won’t be good? Bitching about work while at work? Dreading work or something during the hours one has away from it? Dubbing the world’s politicians and economy as your cause for instability and unhappiness? ALL OF THESE are scratching at a wound or staring at it. Healing, nay growth, will not take place in this verb noun relationship. But its pure foolishness, for to keep up the pain one must stare at the pain in a certain way and forget their overpowering will.
The world is never against you or using you. Never. The world is doing a ton of things! It is incomparably bigger than you could ever imagine but you do ride its rivers… so pick a good fucking river. The idea that something isn’t good enough but one keeps returning because they are convincing themselves nothing else better exists is logical fallacy. If it was the best there was then it wouldn’t be bad and they’d be happy. Also, the self is malleable and you are mobile. Entrapment is perceived here and reinforced by laziness trying to hold a throne. The way out is a good dose of an imagination and a lot of looking with some solid design and coexisting development of self. The world cannot be on your shoulders but you can be looking down so hard that the weight is the same. A hero could save us, please remember I and you are not bound to remain cape-less forever. You can change and we can grow and I can look and the world has more than any dead end job or bad chemical romance or painful breakup or anything else could hold a whole stage. Things will fall into place as you move towards your dreams.
Not being free is a misconception held together by shitty emotions trying to rectify themselves being in control of a mind. The same with a financial situation or social burden. You are always free. Perhaps held back, but so little compared to the options you hold. Only thoughts driven by irritation and loathing can’t see past. Look beyond the problems to find a way out of them.
