I have a couple brilliant friends whom with we battle the forces of darkness; we need a theme song. past our victories though I see persisting issues in all our lives. They stem from the ways we defeat ourselves in our own beliefs and perceptions of what we accept into our reality. These loses are reoccurring defeat because we do not confront them on their proper field. Only do we recognize our peril when signs of the enemies’ flag waves and their song is sung. Even as make grand adventure and create fabulous art, our lives are marred by scourge. These are the battles of an allowed social conversation and perception that give way to our lives boundaries and themes.
While I did just make the light, got to class on time, dealt with fellow students who think they’re highly intelligent but can’t realize we need three paragraphs instead of six pages, I also allowed myself to judge myself as crap for needing to deal with all of this. Instead, I could have congratulated myself and moved towards that which I seek. In attacking the bad I have suffered, allowed or done, I spend time and invest my own thoughts and energy back into it when I could have invested it upon things wanted and loved. Over enveloping themes and casual self-judgment are the biggest damages we do upon ourselves because they are so constant. In their tiny size, they go unnoticed and casually accepted. This is where we change our paradigm, values and create a lasting happiness that is strong within ourselves. From this strength we start to produce great things.
The social conversation is constantly going, spoken or acted. As we allow treatment of ourselves and our friends, we give way to Nazi’s and tyrants if we do not uphold our values. Fear, is what keeps us from this battle constantly being fought. The worry that we need this job and the ambiguous unaddressed idea that somehow we will be destroyed by speaking for what we believe to be right. Change MAY happen. But its not going to seriously alter the world. And if it does, then it needs to be broke open. Our realities are made by the way we are socialized. Unspoken believes become forgotten ones as we take on those of who are loudest, most pronounced and most forward about them. The inward judgment and anger we exert upon others is also a damage to ourselves. It’s a noise in our own symphony that we hate, don’t want, and detest. To see it otherwise is to accept damage as justified. Create a self-talk that is upbeat and excited includes battling many a bullshit comment from ourselves; this can be in our narrative of our realities for just in our own minds and it has to be a reflection from our own behavior. Never see anyone as intimidating. This is always your world if you are just.
