A piece of me screams that without it, nothing is worth while. To its knowledge and vision, it is right. If I move without that piece, then anything else I see will be worthless to that piece, meaningless, and non-evident, absent from meaning or worth. But perhaps this is the best step forward because I am not this piece. You are not your anger, your fear(which is what fuels your anger) unless you invest yourself into them. Expensive motors are they which burn you down. Investments of the self required to run and investing dividends at your whim and will thought not always vision beyond hindsight.
Some people create personas to hide themselves or to be better, yet maybe just different, than they may feel their selves to be. This is not a bad thing even if there is some untruth to it but it can become a bad thing as the real self becomes garbled between the act, the wondering and the planning grant improper attitude with assumed relationship both misplaced and both surety in existence rest. A moment in the shoes of another can be brilliant, is the conclusion, while making a regular escapade of them instead of learning from them, one outside and in the know would commentate, is wasteful of one’s self and growth.
High levels of strong chemicals can incur ridiculous behavior from well-mannered individuals. The pope leading a ravaging fuckfest between nuns and rap stars with fire set to the Sistine chapel. Shifts of behavior happen when one gets very drunk, excited, irritated, drugged, in love or what debaucherous toxins randomness may bless. How is this behavior change not a shift in the person?
It is quite simple to design the proper step for the greatest being ever to take. Life is not that complicated, it can be figured out and so much more fluidly if one takes themselves out of the equation entirely. I suggest using the activities previously mentioned to grow into that newer and more able person.
