To let one’s self articulate how fantastic they wish they were is fabricating a reality that isn’t so, in order to aim for one to be. We don’t just happen upon our dreams, we weave them with determination and inspiration. Sweating and searching while pining and rehearsing. Only my own judgment counts, only now is real, and until I love myself viciously and start racing towards my goals everyone is a liar because I haven’t spoken my truth.
There is no limit until we made one up, all the words in the world are but we can use them to fly. Making new sense of ourselves is understanding we are but vessels for the real story. Each emotion we experience to the fullest spells a true magic instead of our fear coming short. The more defined and scared we are, the truer our character exists. Good stories don’t work well without those, bleed a little to help the whole damned world move a little.
Farthest leap a person can make is learning to let go and belief in what they don’t know. It’s not that the unknown is some magical infinity always requiring sacrifice and faith. It’s that paying to lie to ourselves that we know more than the collective, the world, the story going on, is a shit investment that only fruits fear. Fall in love with the unknown because dreams are in there, everything great came from in there. Insecurity about it shows no lessons learned but pretense masturbated to point of chaff.
Streamlined happiness is impossible, that’s the most objective thing about such a subjective cream. No one answer is ever by itself, the world moves and ideas form then new shit is created and old stuff dies. Get with it, that’s the most consistent thing. Goals are good but learning is better yet neither can occur without the other. So take the beatings in stride and smile at the heartbreak because that’s what the dead regret.
Seek what you hate if you can’t seek what you love. There is a passion in hearts or there’s not a real boy attached to it. Change is the way of the world and to exist is being on that ship. Get moving is same as claiming what’s yours. Believe in the you that can since the you that can’t is the you right here and now playing pretend.
