Human emotional tracks driving lives

The emotional patterns in our life define our lives; that is they limits and expand them. We are taught these patterns by the way our mother treats us, our father and how our father treats our mother and us. We are taught this by the traumas in our lives and the roles we played in them.  We are taught these roles by the hierarchy system of our siblings kept with us. Dive into each of these and unarguable patterns of behavior emerge. Create a new character in your head who could walk into the real world and play a role, then take on that soul’s behaviors and reactions but make sure you first make this toon into who you want to be. But create the role, do not fall into one. That is being unconscious and normal; and fucking terrible