Inherent liking and loathing

Every person has an inherent feel about them. It can be seen in body language, action, diction, all sorts of things but it can be noticed and felt all the same without any of those things. We can imagine a hero of our own creation doing all the greatest things we would love and that person has an inherent loving or excitement or charisma about them. The sexy pose, clever lines, amazing car chase, brilliant manifesto aside there is that energy about them. And that is the road they’re on. Its easy to know if you imagine it and its easy to feel if one stops using modern ideas to diagnose it and just tries to feel and know they already know it but they must recognize it. This feeling is like the way the back of your throat feels, the back of your knee, the beat of your heart; one is always aware but not focused on it. That feel is always present and it is most noticed by others and then by the self when explaining their perception and expectations of the world. This inherent energy is always present and easy to change. The amount a person likes themselves needs no reason until one asks or gives. One can simply love themselves to a ridiculous extent or loath themselves. It is a choice we are capable of making at the drop of a hat. How important one thinks they are is the same. There is a pride to be taken in this liking just as there is an identity and a familiarity to be found in self-loathing. I will now drop a hat, and that can be the cue to start loving the self ridiculously. Don’t get lost but do get started.