This is a small piece to describe a feeling of being completely alive in hopes of keeping the scent touched so one can follow such a trail. Because the greatest things in life are scary. They involve change an overcoming something holding us back otherwise we wouldn’t be looking. To explain this vibe of fear that only the most amazing things give off because they are so brilliant I will go into metaphors and examples with likeness then I will refine that exact feeling and how to imbibe and project it. Once a person accepts their center, it begins to bring more likewise stories to that person.
In the darkest of night is when the most blinding of lightning comes out. This is no coincidence because it’s fucking science. One’s eyes adjust to the darkness and then a bright light, something one is not acclimate to, creates a drastic change and it is visually shocking. It stands out, it is instantaneous, and it is overwhelmingly powerful; that is what real brilliance feels like. As you look for the feeling to wave as your flag know that the brilliant one is that which is streaming through the atmosphere at godly speed and staggeringly intense shine; Be that. Allow yourself to move and feel like you are going so fast and thunderously powerful that you shake the world around you harder than it can handle and still hold its shape. When it is 3am and normal people have gone to sleep and you want to fall asunder to slumber, remember your colors are lightning and you’re bolting faster and harder than this world around you! Read more and research precisely so you can create whatever art or company or project that you have found spoils and passion in! It keeps going as long as you hold your color and falls as soon as you count yourself part of the darkness. Keep moving with that lightning, think and feel like a spark so you move through the night with brilliance.
That darkness that surrounds you only holds you back when you let it. Defining that as a “fit” home is acceptance and creating a relation. Remember that just as lightning sparks out of darkness, flowers bloom out of dirt and manure, and rebellion comes from oppression. Being up to your neck in bullshit can be the best way to learn how to not be a bullshitter. One of my greatest inspirations in my life is a woman who lives in a state of self-loathing and depression. I try and help her at a constant but she simply will not change, accept help or advice and attacks any different way of life as though you have kicked her baby when you suggest a different mean. This is a very good way to see your own brilliance as a spark. Reject what you do not want and create its opposite in the face of it. Use the unwanted treatment as a blueprint for its antithesis. In that situation where nothing you are doing is accepted nor makes sense but everything that has become normal and accepted is abhorrent, you have become a rebel of light, hope and glory. And it will be shaky because no one will back you up! The black sheep stands alone in the pack of dinner. Such social treatment is definitive of brilliance because rarely does great change come in packs. Know that your rebellion is a mark of victory, not an error in doing what is correct.
