Laziness is a key in hatred. Understanding requires the permit of patience and determination where as to dislike and loathe another, one must skip a few steps. This occurs worse in self-loathing and self-deprecation but then takes on an unnoticeable movement when upon others.

The point of life is to pursue meaning, which in turns creates happiness. Not the other way around. But what means something? The lives we occupy will quickly and veraciously be eaten up by forces telling us what meaning is… but they can’t. We have to accept and define it ourselves. Without deciding what we want in life, we are literally enslaving ourselves and denying ourselves the means to be happy…

Often times things comes into a life that are unacceptable. The response to these unacceptable issues is what defines out next action and for that period the pattern of who we are. Things can be messy, stagnant, dirty, unfinished or murderous. To call it all unchangeable is fucking stupid and lazy. The paradox of planning for people who live lives they find unacceptable is…

Attempting to make changes in one’s life can be fruitless when only action is considered; we are emotional beings and everything we do reflects our values and beliefs. While it is impossible to have a plan without action it is even more futile to have action without values that support that those actions. And more fortuitously, those values beget the actions one is looking for…

Everyone wants to be on top, keen, on their toes, aware, focused. How does one stay this way without constant stimulants or the guaranteed crash? It comes from finding enthusiasm with different perspective and being aware of bored, a growing lack of focus or care, and reaffirmation in one’s self…