We are able to see only certain things in this life. If one grows up being told that the sky ss red, they will not question it. They will not question God, or money running the world, or happiness being available at a sale from Walmart. This is not real life but slavery made much more tricky. What we allow ourselves to see is what the world will bring us. That is to say the world is infinitely larger than we or our consciousness and if we are open to an idea, it will come to our notice and into our life. If we focus on not missing a pitch then we will miss it because we have focused on that. Alternatively if we focus on being an absolutely amazing person and driving dune buggies for a living, it will present itself. Happiness is the tip of this iceberg just as self-loathing and anger are a black hole. But there is no event horizon for we can always turn back our thoughts, they are only real if we believe and create them. So create the world you want and believe in it. Create the you, that you want and believe in it. And open your mind to the good in the world so you may be able to find it. And for all that is holy’s sake stop giving your inner-God, your awareness to the shit that is destroying the good which still stands in this world