https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MpdfrUJUgs4
There is a base mentality of things before action and thought based in what one thinks of themselves, others, and the real future. We are not out actions alone but we are the theme our decisions and actions demonstrate. To be blunt and oversimplified, there is a mindset of can do or can’t do at the base emotionality and expectation of actions. There’s so much more and it’s all malleable but that’s what I’m getting at here.
Designing ones own life is mildly impossible because of ego and insecurities. Many routes around exist, I say get back to it when you’re bigger. Give the advice to someone with the same problems and goals you have. Create advise outside of your own limitations so to get past the normal human restrictions.
What do you want then? What do you hate and wish the opposite were? Is it OK to pursue this? It is and you should but maybe the work is daunting or the drive doesn’t feel real because you’ve over fantasied the thrill. Discipline exist in dream chasing or dream catching doesn’t exist. Get into the grittier parts, how are you going to live, where are you going to live, how do you want to sound, walk, hold yourself, and what do you want to be your aim for your go-to thoughts?
All this advice is easy to give once you’ve been honest about your desires and detailed enough to spell em out. Figuring how to apply it is as simple as humbling yourself or creating a substitute to give the advice to; know a dog, got an advice building board!
The last and hardest step is understanding the systems available and balancing your path. Nobody just does their dreams. We all live in a real world which we all much navigate. Most people live as slaves to this world but you can be the opportunist and play it clever. This requires getting involved though. Never deny the importance of getting yourself dirty and let go of most ideas of,”purity”. Get moving forward.
