As humans freak out and cheer on, the same magnitude and sort of energy is used. We do have a choice where to spend ourselves. The weight is great so it may seem to flow on its own but without the person, there is no action nor energy and certainly no feeling. So choosing not to control it is still a choice to be angry or aimless with a great power.
As a person becomes engaged does an issue become big to them. Only when perceived can it be real, even if the cancer kills you it’s still a moment of death versus a decade of fear and pain; keep in mind the heaven and hell you create for yourself. Not having enough attention is the vacuum trauma creates which nothing can fill as no amount of hard work will turn back time. This particular over exertion does shed light or build a new skill of enormous energy production. That freak out fuel can be put into another direction, same magnitude different aim. We get habitual in putting too much into a perceived void. Always must productivity and opportunity be in eyesight when we turn ourselves into cannons. The void will never be filled so stop feeding it until you wreck yourself. Address as much as can be effective and move forward.
The products of ones effort seem to go unmeasured when aimless freak outs are compared to hardworking. Maybe this is because so much effort is wasted and fruitless in a world of financial inequality and consumerism founded slavery. As a person can have true effect in their hard work and dreams rings true only with goals in mind and at close precision hammering; it’s honestly more a chiseling at one perception than the world but either way the presence is utmost important. We can change the world. As crazy as the pain invested feels for that screaming, starving void does the measure flip for how great one can be, one can make; a difference to believe in.
Letting go of something means a lot if it was a lot to hold onto. The emotion held for past and not current events means distributing and limiting putting all of ourselves into now. Maybe there’s more to offer, maybe there’s less but one is alway worse off with split attention.
The discussion of “do my thoughts create reality or is reality preset and I’m responding” always comes to the same test of putting ones actions and thoughts to test and always realizing that one only knows reality through their thoughts. As one invests their intensity do a heap of things flow that direction. The truth is that many hinge exist in theory and in practice are what we spur into reality. The choices we make ignite specific facets of reality to manifest and though millions of options and problems as well as genius ideas exist, we must always play the present opportunist. The more deliberate we become the more our story of choice rings true, keeping the balance of functionality at hand and in mind brings ideas from the mind to being at ones finger tips. Every point of this is to deter from freaking out as its worth and criteria of worry begets itself more than exists as a real threat.
You are your actions and feelings not the idea of how cool you are; being able to impress others and outdo people means nothing; what you create is real. Getting lost in the vibe and hype is a swift wave of bullshit to drown under. It’s a real wave and that sea needs be respected but to call it home or let it near ones center is literal excrement. What can be done and will be done is worth while where as boast and assumption are adjectives without nouns to hold water. You are not creative or unique until a thing exists proving so.