I’m Cole,
I’m just your typical gay writer looking for what I have lost in the world.
I’m letting life kick my ass and making myself get back up so I can keep moving forward.
I let my life bleed out through my short stories and poetry.
~ Cole Buckley
Time
That’s the funny thing about time,
It makes us come to understand that the stranger dancing with fallen angels has always been ourselves.
The stranger that was blinded by the torment,
The stranger that made us lose all hope of love.
Sirens, Love, and Bullshit
I was shattered, everything torn from me like a new toy getting pulled away from a child because they did something wrong. Was I that child getting that toy taken away? What did I do wrong? Is it fixable? More questions I couldn’t answer.
Read MoreCorrupted by Love
Lost, alone, and dead is all you’ll ever feel inside because that, my dear, is the price you’ll pay if you seek love or a happy ending.
Read MoreCold, Dark Room
There is this cold, dark room.
Inside that cold, dark room is a window.
A window that only looks out into the distance of nothingness.
Outside that window, is nothing but a gloomy emptiness and all you can hear is the heavy pitter patter of the rain,
Violently hitting against the glass.
The Perfect Place
The big question is where would you want to die,
Where would that final spot be?
Hello My Darkness
Sex is supposed to feel liberating,
Passionate…
Showing that vulnerability.
Making love should feel like it will last for eternity.
Defeating Demons
I was young, gullible…
I fell into the trap love can have,
Not knowing the damages that lie ahead of me.
Those damages led to so much pain;
Mentally, physically, & emotionally.
Fool Me Once Shame On Me…
Because now that I have found purpose in this life,
More than just my blood on a knife.
Now I can finally say,
That these scars will fade and fade away.
Fool me once shame me once shame on me,
But fool me twice and now I know it was never meant to be.
Scars = Courage
PTSD, anxiety, depression, emptiness, loneliness…
These are just a few things that have to be kept away.